Somewhere in Russia, other me is shaving his head with his friends, hoisting barrels of rusted ball bearings overhead for sport, loitering in concrete courtyard...
Like a monk without a habit,
I steal down bike lanes in snow,
bridge the gap between was and where,
thread the needle through growing hair.
I take country...
blowing smoke like mushroom clouds and i can't help it!! it just keeps coming out that way any time i smoke a cigareeeeeeeeeeette out comes a plume of camel smo...
Jeff Alessandrelli is the author of The Man on High: Essays on Skateboarding, Hip-Hop, Poetry and The Notorious B.I.G (2017), This Last Time Will Be the Fi...
Shy Watson’s Cheap Yellow was published by Civil Coping Mechanisms in January of 2018. Recently I chatted with Shy about how the book came together, why...
1. your name crawls arrogantly over both itself
& half-finished stacks of half-assed art amassing
in the narrow hallways of your father’s home.
2. your p...
the life & death of an arborist
a nectarine hyperaware of its pit
worried that the bites i’ve taken
have already been much too big
that my jaw is sti...
How are you today?
How’s your self care?
Shut the fuck up you fucking bureaucrat
Even if you did give a shit I wouldn’t give a shit that you give a shit
Don...
After two weeks of thinking minimalist,
talking minimalist, breathing
minimalist(!)
I dream of buying groceries
in a superstore,
cart loaded beyond c...
preferably able to be summed up with some sort of dramatic metaphor. something like - falling in love with you was like being hit by an ambulance - or somethin...
I would glue magnets to the back of beer bottle caps and give them away as gifts.
I would make every recipe in Gutes Essen: Good Eating in German-Russian Co...
it’s 1:05 am on a work night
and i’m afraid to write a poem.
i’m afraid of finding out
the version of me who worries
about it being 1:05 am on a work night
...
My wife wears a beard made of goat hair. She is only putting the false one on until she can grow a beard herself. When we walk to the twenty-four-seven, she twi...
Waiting for the downtown 6 at 5 o’clock,
my other life comes rushing back in waves.
A man straps an accordion to his chest, opens
and closes its bellows, d...
I dropped out of college because I couldn’t handle the routine
now I work at a shoe store,
and I spend every day I’m not working in bed watching YouTube vid...
Bunches of books positioned next to a suitcase
like painted fur and the skin underneath.
Put on the fur as you head to the protest,
then reposition the bo...
i was a part of that birdhouse
the one that matched the green shutters
and fed all of the hummingbirds.
do you know the one too?
i was a part of tha...
love sticks to the tongue like peanut butter. like orbit-confined earth. like a dog straining against her leash. like left swipers’ thumb cramping. like lea...
The last time we ate takeout on your bed we watched old Hills episodes before Heidi’s plastic surgery What followed was a summer in which you got really into po...
1. paper bag for dead dog
2. drunk man for dead man
3. kind teacherly gentleman for man who wants to fuck me
4. man who wants to fuck me for kind teacherly gent...
In Which My Sister Understands That My Anxiety Is Real - A Conversation
“It's hard for me to talk to you about this stuff without getting overly emotio...