What’s the opposite of a capitalist. I’m you and you’re me but it seems strange. Ecofeminist. Seems, being the operative word. Progress versus connection. But i...
Nostalgia is a small, brassy machine that longs to be a rare fish. Chew it and it will taste of breastmilk. It is a robin and a chapel, but not lemongrass. ...
I saw a vampire
at the baths last week
mid-July, 1976, Tim
Dlugos notes
in his New York diaries. I seek
that undead
deserving an entire entry,
not noncha...
In a box where nothing justifies my blackness, I am the temperature of the sky a minute after sundown. Only apostasy and my lust for godhood have kept me away f...
Maybe I’m late to your work party on purpose and there’s a line to kiss the ring (your new boss’s ring) and she’s Silicon Valley cheekbones honeyed extensions c...
Late summer, hot heat, I navigate my wants, my
skincare, SPFs. It is Real Feel 114 degrees
and I cannot seem to get a fucking grip. My own
mother’s hands, he...
Matthew Perry died yesterday at 54.
This hit me hard. Maybe because I am 54 too.
& John Ritter was 54 when his heart gave out.
He was my first crush. I l...
i call the clinic
while u fix us
a drink
then we waste away
the afternoon
kissing on the couch
with the curtains half-drawn
this isn’t ur 1st
relapse
t...
Let there be light – and then,
cities blossom beneath sirened skies
like they’re gasping for air.
Silent black crafts flock to the tarmac.
Ice plenishes the...
Freaky
I meant to tellthe birthday boyhe was the oldesthe’d ever been,but I said, “you’re asold as you’ll ever be,”and his parentsdidn’t bat an eye
Fr...
One time Clay and Rob at the rental shop didn’t make me pay the late fee on some cross country skis and they said maybe instead you could bring us some cookies ...
“‘Everyone dies one day. Everyone. Even wolves. But not books. Not words. Words don’t die.’
--my son, 3, who is a lot smarter than I am”
“Oh fuck off Rebecca ...
I dropped a white rabbit emoji
at the hypnotist’s feet. He asked,
Why rabbits? Days passed. I sent
more rabbits. Why on my mind,
loud Debussy, sunset, a sip...
Her hair was a cascading wave I thought I could climb.
The way she threw her head back with laughter
those strands enveloped her.
It was her hands, though
s...
Her dream house doesn’t have a number.
Just write 123.
Put the letter in the pink plastic mailbox.
She doesn’t open her door for anyone anymore.
Not even th...
My new friend with the soft face and fluffy Afro sat next to me in French class.
We were both nerds, bonded chatting about Elizabethan England,
Did you know...
The sky is vomit green, like the apocalypse is coming, like I’m eight and staring out the doors of the save-u-more in Alaska while my mom shops for groceries in...
I’m wondering which body of water
you’ve bog-bodied your beauty
into some tawdry taxidermy
while I wait for mothballs and
murderous hues of blue staring a...
(after the sea shanty 'the eddystone light')
dad was a lighthouse keeper,
mum was a sort of octopus mermaid.
chat magazine called us the octo-tuplets
even t...
I swear there’s a body in the lake. Bobbing. Somewhere. I’ve gone to the pier once a week every week for years, trying to find it again. I bring out binoculars....
A child's version of wisdom
sits alone on the edge
of years of dingy decisions.
Moments patterned in plaid
like a dirty old shirt that screams maturity
los...
Happiness hinges on hips that twist
into Calvin Klein jeans, size zero.
Strutting like a fevered Saturday night,
we prance past boys, chins cocked
over ...
Squinting at my computer screen
while the light fades
in my apartment.
Through the open window
howls headache traffic,
and I think,
every single one
of...
In the white and unglamorous small box slipping off the screen,
the new texture of our days beams onto us
like silk screen. The next taut hour is stretched ov...
It’s been twenty years since you kissed
Madonna at the VMA’s.
And I saw on TikTok that you did it again
at your wedding last June.
(But maybe that was deep ...
is this an appropriate
time to go full panic
attack mode
or is it not the vibe
i’m looking out
the window like I
always do
Ethel Cain was our Florida g...