& I’ve already pieced it out in my head: From inside the house, I can hear the horses neighing in the backyard, waiting for their buckets to be filled with ...
There, a small twinge in my armpit,
I’m sure it’s nothing bad,
It’s happened for the last three days
I try not to think of that.
I try not to think about
T...
In the quiet corners of my mind,
I stand alone, a solitary figure,
Caught in the crossfire of time,
A dance with destiny, both fierce and obscure.
I am th...
no one’s seen any-
thing cause there’s so much
to see and doom-
scrolling eases our thumbs
soft and calloused alike,
which is why I assume
no one’s bo...
the nights spent in your basement. blowing smoke
through a fan pointed out the window. your family
shuffling above. my feet off the end of
the shag rug, heel...
the tops of my thighs were burning in the sun
before jumping into cold brown water in my
underwear and someone’s dad’s extra shirt. they said,
don’t tell her...
for alan
i could make a room holy out of anything earthly.
they don’t teach you that at princeton. they don’t say
what to say when that man makes his meticul...
Recently scrubbed low tops, fresh cat puke in lattice, pause the storm door’s hydraulic hymn,
the latest in responsibly sourced stained glass,
as fresh-s...
We observe families of deer nibbling sprouts and delivery men stacking packages on porches. We smell the earth after a rainstorm mingled with our neighbors’ smo...
I binge watch Intervention- is that an addiction?
The only cosmic irony is that the stars die long
before they hear us compliment their glittering gowns.
Som...
After the final scene of S1 E3 of The Sopranos, “Denial, Anger, Acceptance”
At my kid’s concerts, I see the montage:
Meadow Soprano sings a choir solo while
...
Our second spring, rowan unfurls at the foot of the chapel.
I reach for him, a trucker motel in one of the Carolinas—
this uncomplicated matter, these competi...
What’s the opposite of a capitalist. I’m you and you’re me but it seems strange. Ecofeminist. Seems, being the operative word. Progress versus connection. But i...
Nostalgia is a small, brassy machine that longs to be a rare fish. Chew it and it will taste of breastmilk. It is a robin and a chapel, but not lemongrass. ...
I saw a vampire
at the baths last week
mid-July, 1976, Tim
Dlugos notes
in his New York diaries. I seek
that undead
deserving an entire entry,
not noncha...
In a box where nothing justifies my blackness, I am the temperature of the sky a minute after sundown. Only apostasy and my lust for godhood have kept me away f...
Maybe I’m late to your work party on purpose and there’s a line to kiss the ring (your new boss’s ring) and she’s Silicon Valley cheekbones honeyed extensions c...
Late summer, hot heat, I navigate my wants, my
skincare, SPFs. It is Real Feel 114 degrees
and I cannot seem to get a fucking grip. My own
mother’s hands, he...
Matthew Perry died yesterday at 54.
This hit me hard. Maybe because I am 54 too.
& John Ritter was 54 when his heart gave out.
He was my first crush. I l...
i call the clinic
while u fix us
a drink
then we waste away
the afternoon
kissing on the couch
with the curtains half-drawn
this isn’t ur 1st
relapse
t...
Let there be light – and then,
cities blossom beneath sirened skies
like they’re gasping for air.
Silent black crafts flock to the tarmac.
Ice plenishes the...
Freaky
I meant to tellthe birthday boyhe was the oldesthe’d ever been,but I said, “you’re asold as you’ll ever be,”and his parentsdidn’t bat an eye
Fr...
One time Clay and Rob at the rental shop didn’t make me pay the late fee on some cross country skis and they said maybe instead you could bring us some cookies ...
“‘Everyone dies one day. Everyone. Even wolves. But not books. Not words. Words don’t die.’
--my son, 3, who is a lot smarter than I am”
“Oh fuck off Rebecca ...
I dropped a white rabbit emoji
at the hypnotist’s feet. He asked,
Why rabbits? Days passed. I sent
more rabbits. Why on my mind,
loud Debussy, sunset, a sip...
Her hair was a cascading wave I thought I could climb.
The way she threw her head back with laughter
those strands enveloped her.
It was her hands, though
s...